"There is something in me, I can’t define but it hurts all the time."
- A.H. (via stevenbong)
(Source: deindealer, via thin15)
"Dear future child
If it’s 3am and you find yourself in a world of complete despair
Please do not turn to strangers on the internet for solace as I did
Please climb onto my bed
And I will hold you until the demons sleep
If it is Thursday morning and you are too sad to move
I won’t force you
I will buy ice cream and we will watch your favourite tv show and I will remind you of your importance
If you feel as if you have no purpose
I will remind you that you were created entirely with love and every pain you feel, I feel too
When you’re sure you can’t go on anymore
I will tell you that when I was 21 I searched for peace at the bottom of a vodka bottle chased by a bottle of pain killers
But that five years later
When you were placed in my arms in the delivery room
I realised that you were why I had been holding on
Without realising it, you saved me, do you know how amazing that is?
So if you ever feel like grabbing that vodka bottle, put it down, we will get in the car and I will drive until the sky turns magenta
I will show you how the sun rises every morning to encourage you to rise too
Sweetheart I refuse to be unaware of your sufferings
As my mother was to mine."
- Your mental health is my priority. (via be-fearless-brave-and-kind)
Reblogging because this is the relationship my mother and I had - still have - and it saved my life more times than I can count.
I am in my 30’s now, and I sat down at my kitchen table not 24 hours ago and cried with my mom about bad dreams, and she still teared up to see me hurting. I want to be this parent. Everyone should want to be this parent.
"Perhaps the fact
that I chased a boy
who ripped me to shreds
says a lot more
than it did about him."
- possibly my most favourite quote ever (via green-tea-smiles)
(Source: michellekpoems, via buddahsdelights)
"I’m not upset that you lied to me, I’m upset that from now on I can’t believe you."
- Friedrich Nietzsche (via kushandwizdom)
If you find a girl that is willing to go through hell just to keep the relationship going, you really shouldn’t take her love for granted.
Going through hell for someone and in return being taken for granted was the most painful thing I’ve ever experienced. Never. Again.
- (via sunflower-mama)
(Source: picsandquotes, via smilescoversecrets)
"Don’t feel sad over someone who gave up on you, feel sorry for them because they gave up on someone who would have never given up on them."
- (via augustuswate-rs)
(Source: moeyhashy, via smilescoversecrets)
"You’re going to leave me, aren’t you? … You’ve had enough of me, haven’t you? You’re probably so tired of all this crying and all these moods, and I’ve got to tell you, so am I. So am I. Sometimes it seems like my mind has a mind of its own, like I just get hysterical, like it’s something I can’t control at all. And I don’t know what to do, and I feel so sorry for you because you don’t know what to do either. And I’m sure you’re going to leave me now."
- Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation (via hurtinq)
(Source: nirvanaquotes, via smilescoversecrets)